不再开心的麦当劳。

今天，我看见麦当劳店，拔腿就走，走的很快。

眼泪一直在眼睛里打滚，我怕眼泪掉下来。

车经过我身边，水溅到我身上，我又红了眼睛，眼泪再次在眼眶打转。好难过。

走在人群总的我，显得很孤单。城市里的人，都很冷漠。

你，在哪里？

我很想你，很想你。

目标

我的心情，像过山车酱，忽高忽低。

难过时，就哭，开心的时候，却不知道，是不是真的开心。

偶尔清醒，偶尔想你。。。

我，在努力让自己沉淀。

所以，还是现实点，想想我近期内要达到的东西，压力 〉。〈

1.) 车牌。（拖了超级久的）
2.) 手机。（用着的，不是我的）
3.) 存款。（控制我的购物欲！）
4.) 记录花费。（做这个不难，但需要恒心的，就是难）
5.) 读完我所买的书，然后再买！
   （我平时不看书，但，这是被抛弃的女人应该要做的，增值！并不是我以前没价值，是我
      的存在价值根本不需要你来看到。我醒了？〉。〈）
6.) 旅行？（这个，再看看谁陪我：P）

好啦，很多认识的，不认识的都说，分手了，你一定要活得比他好！！这一句话，我很赞同，但赞同的同时，我也想说，为何分手了，还要让他再次成为你的枷锁？昂或另一种无形压力？为什么一定要活得比他好？怎样才算比他好？好过他又怎样？

我当然懂，什么叫做 two is better than one ，歌仔都有得唱。但我现在是 lonely one, 只好努力唱 I'm a single lady，让全世界知道我 single and available ！（哈哈，没有啦，我的门短期内都不会打开，谢谢你们倾慕我：P）

是的，朋友都这么对我说，所以，压力呢！我才没有酱笨。。。。做自己就好啦！有什么好得过做回自己？对呗？？ 哼。。！！

是啦，我讨厌她。怎样？

友：情

Well, I just got back home, after meeting a ...kinda new friend. And we had dinner at 黑雾岛，very quiet, comfortable with cubicle that gives a lot of privacy. I heart it. : )

Hey, Thanks for asking me out and makes me laugh! And you made me cry too. ***How can i cry in front of you, a new Friend!!? Grrrr...I guess I just hurt so bad :' (

I know i did something stupid all this while in this hard time. Yeah...I know, I really know...just dun wanna admit ze ma... : P  but, You make things funny! Okay, I Have not been laugh some time : (


I'm still trying to make myself busy. walking to klcc kinokuniya,wandering around until late. fb fb and fb, chatting chatting and chatting (Friend oso iritated liao..lolx) And, yeah....April fool sing k...I suggest de... I'm so looking forward the colleagues farewell !  Daphne, I'm gonna miss you! Actually, getting more n more liking my colleagues, those who are "young" one in company. I should change my Internal Audit job earlier!!!! But now, arghhh.....thinking of changing job. Hmm......just maybe...

And ya, lunch hour shopping time! Xixili !! we colleagues, 4 of us are crazy. Total up bought 54 pieces of panties. We're not opening panties shop rite...lolx. RM 30++ - RM50 down to RM 7 per piece, damn cheap rite? thts why we're crazy! I'm gonna look myself more in mirror wearing those sexy pantiess....ngiak ngiak ngiak >.<

Like it. Will Pix it! : )

Losing weight...my favorite skirt get loose! But, its okay, I like my figures now : )

P/S: J1, Thank you for your accompanion along the way, but we're friends rite? Sorry ! you're good, its true
: )

P/S: J2, please don't touch me, I'm scared >.<